Maj. Gen. Patrick Roberson, deputy commander of the U.S. Army Special Operations Command, \u00a0said that hearing from soldiers and family members impacted by suicidal ideation helps leaders adjust and evaluate what they can do to help the soldier. \u00a0<\/p>\n
\u201cIf you don\u2019t hear the stories, you\u2019re not going to know how to fix the problems,\u201d Roberson said. \u00a0<\/p>\n
More:<\/strong>What Fort Bragg soldiers are saying about suicide<\/p>\n Master Sgt. Trevor Beaman is a 7th Special Forces Group soldier who\u2019s survived three suicide attempts. \u00a0<\/p>\n He enlisted in the National Guard in 2000, transitioned to the regular Army after graduating from Purdue University in 2006, completed the Special Forces Qualifications Course in 2009 and was assigned to the 3rd Special Forces Group at Fort Bragg until 2017. \u00a0<\/p>\n With 3rd Group, he deployed to Afghanistan four times \u2014 for a total of 24 months over a 36-month time frame \u2014 followed by a deployment to Africa. \u00a0<\/p>\n Beaman said his first suicide attempt was when he was about 11 years old. \u00a0<\/p>\n Beaman said by the time he started college, he\u2019d regularly binge drink and use alcohol to forget about a childhood that included sexual abuse. \u00a0<\/p>\n He said he continued to use alcohol to \u201cget over a lot of the things that I had seen in Afghanistan\u00a0and other deployments,\u201d and also started to use prescription pain pills in 2011 to \u201cdull the aches and pains of these combat trips.\u201d \u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cBeing witness to the part of human life being lost, the years of feeling like I could possibly die at any moment and the witness of moral atrocities \u2014 there\u2019s big things that weighed on me,\u201d Beaman said. \u00a0<\/p>\n Beaman\u2019s second struggle with suicidal ideation was in 2015 when \u2014 after spending multiple days binge drinking in isolation \u2014 he admitted himself to Womack Army Medical Center at Fort Bragg. \u00a0<\/p>\n Beaman said he felt as if he\u2019d be a burden, but that a lot of people from the 3rd Special Forces Group helped him out once they learned what was going on. \u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cThere was never any stigma about me reaching out for help or any of the things that I’ve heard about people saying that they won’t be able to deploy or anything like that,\u201d Beaman said. \u00a0\u201cI understand that there’s risk mitigation that is needed.\u201d \u00a0<\/p>\n Beaman said he received behavioral health help and was able to deploy. \u00a0<\/p>\n While serving as an instructor at the Special Forces Dive School in Key West, Florida, in 2018 Beaman said he had anothersuicidal ideation, but that was mitigated by his wife reaching out to his teammates. \u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cI was living a horror film in my mind that no one else could see,\u201d Beaman said. \u00a0<\/p>\n Six months late, Beaman said, he\u2019d referred himself to an alcohol abuse rehabilitation center but suffered from his third period of suicidal ideation in 2019. \u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cThe biggest difference between this time is that I wasn’t drinking alcohol and it really scared me because I put a lot of my reasons why I wanted to harm myself based off of the consumption of alcohol,\u201d he said. \u00a0<\/p>\n Beaman said he isolated a lot and told himself that his family would be better off without him and that he again planned to hurt himself, but was admitted to a Navy hospital to be stabilized, before entering a behavioral health hospital for two months. \u00a0<\/p>\n Similar to Beaman, Col. Eric Kreitz said he struggled with alcohol, but for different reasons. \u00a0<\/p>\n Kreitz is currently an information warfare advisor\u00a0to the commander of the U.S. Special Operations Command. \u00a0<\/p>\n Kreitz said his childhood was \u201cpicture-perfect,\u201d and that neither of his parents struggled with alcohol. \u00a0<\/p>\n Kreitz said he however set stringent expectations for himself and feared failing. \u00a0<\/p>\n Those feelings, he said, continued through college. \u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cIn my active alcoholism, I became really self-centered and really isolated,\u201d Kreitz said. \u00a0<\/p>\n More:<\/strong>‘Almost losing my life was a big wake-up call’: Fort Bragg colonel shares alcoholism fight<\/p>\n Kreitz said he struggled with feelings of guilt, shame fear and inadequacy, but tried to balance to feelings by taking pride in his work. \u00a0<\/p>\n By 2011, Kreitz said, he started drinking to blackout. \u00a0<\/p>\n After drinking at his brother\u2019s wedding and upsetting his wife, Kreitz said he sought help but not because he wanted to for himself. \u00a0A few months later, he started drinking alcohol again, something he said continued for another seven years. \u00a0<\/p>\n Kreitz said the three things that held him back from seeking help were pride, fear and isolation. \u00a0<\/p>\n Kreitz\u2019s career progressed to him becoming a psychological operations battalion commander. \u00a0He\u2019d even received \u201cthe best,\u201d evaluation of his career, but felt as if he was fooling everybody. \u00a0<\/p>\n While on leave for a family member’s wedding in 2018, Kreitz said he drank until he blacked out. \u00a0<\/p>\n He woke up looking at the stars and noticed red and blue lights. \u00a0<\/p>\n Kreitz was taken to the hospital, where a police officer asked him if he knew what happened. \u00a0<\/p>\n A doctor asked him the same question, before revealing Kreitz\u2019s suicide attempt. \u00a0<\/p>\n Kreitz was told that the attempt was near a wood line and though it was dark, some people spotted him in the middle of the act and helped him. \u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cWhen my wife came into the room at the hospital, the first thing I told her was, \u2018Thank God it’s over,\u2019 because I knew at that point, I could give myself permission to go get the help that I needed,\u201d Kreitz said. \u00a0<\/p>\n USASOC\u2019s Human Performance and Wellness Program is part\u00a0of the prevention approach, said Jeff Wright, deputy director of the program.\u00a0<\/p>\n Wright said health and wellness are\u00a0being integrated early into a soldier\u2019s career so that the soldier doesn\u2019t get \u201cinto a position where they think about self-harm.\u201d \u00a0<\/p>\n The program, Wright said, focuses on five domains: the physical, the cognitive, the psychological, spiritual, and social and family.\u00a0<\/p>\n Wright said the physical could be addressed if a soldier seems to lose the drive with a workout program. \u00a0<\/p>\n The soldier\u2019s reasoning could be he or she had a bad night of sleep, or lower back pain, or there might be another reason that a wearable electronic could detect, he said.<\/p>\n Those reasons, Wright said, could be in the physical realm, but the soldier\u2019s reasoning for not sleeping well could be more cognitively linked to family stress, which he said a family life counselor or chaplain could help with. \u00a0<\/p>\n Roberson said that years ago, some soldiers wouldn\u2019t even go to a doctor for physical problems, despite injuries.<\/p>\n Wars during the past two decades where soldiers were shot at or killed has led to leaders recognizing that to \u201ckeep as many people in combat as possible,\u201d the physical aspects should be treated. \u00a0<\/p>\n The same approach of getting soldiers to doctors and physical therapists is being used for \u201cmental fitness,\u201d he said. \u00a0<\/p>\n Roberson said the 3rd Special Forces Group is an example where a soldier might be deployed four times before taking a step back and realizing there\u2019s a problem. \u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cPeople will go until they can’t go anymore,\u201d Roberson said. \u201cIt\u2019s a leader\u2019s job to like figure out like, what’s the limit for this person this individual, this unit, etc.\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n Wright said units are being tasked with developing their own strategy action plans set to be in place by April.\u00a0<\/p>\n There are programs for married soldiers, soldiers with young children or soldiers with high school teens, he said.\u00a0<\/p>\n Wright said fishing groups or bicycle groups are ways for soldiers to get away from isolation. \u00a0\u00a0\u201cI think it’s up to leadership and the staff there to kind of figure out where the pockets of vulnerability are and even if there’s not a vulnerability and it’s just something to sustain that connectedness and the community approach,\u201d Wright said.\u00a0<\/p>\n Officials have recognized that improving quality of life factors, such as the sleeping environments or dining facility accommodations, can be helpful, he said.<\/p>\n \u201cWe always look back at a recent suicide and there’s always something that we feel that we may or could have done better,\u201d Wright said. \u201cI think it’s just a work to evolve on this process … it’s something that we constantly stay vigilant to.\u201d \u00a0<\/p>\n Chief Warrant Officer 1 Wirka enlisted into Special Forces after earning a mechanical engineering degree and working in the civilian world. \u00a0<\/p>\n Erica Wirka described her husband as even-keeled, calm, \u201cthe smartest guy in the room,\u201d witty and sarcastic. \u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cThough Johnny\u00a0possessed great strength and fortitude as a person, he was still one that fell victim to his own distorted thoughts, just going to show that even the strongest among us are not immune to suicidal ideations,\u201d she said. \u00a0<\/p>\n Wirka said there were no \u201cred flags,\u201d or signs that led up to her husband\u2019s death. \u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cNo matter the person, no matter the experience, it can happen to anyone,\u201d she said. \u00a0<\/p>\n His autopsy report showed no signs of alcohol or drugs in his system, she said. \u00a0<\/p>\n In the weeks and months after her husband\u2019s death, she said, she didn\u2019t want to face reality and started to use alcohol and prescription drugs \u201cirresponsibly.\u201d \u00a0<\/p>\n Wirka struggled with depression and her own suicidal thoughts. \u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cIt’s hard to be vulnerable and to admit you need help, but within that vulnerability, there’s strength,\u201d she said. \u00a0<\/p>\n She entered a rehab facility on Valentine’s Day last year and has remained sober with support. \u00a0<\/p>\n Wirka decided to leave her teaching job and applied for a master\u2019s program in counseling, with the goal of becoming a counselor therapist to assist military communities and addicted populations. \u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cI don’t believe we’re designed to do this life alone,\u201d she said. \u201cWe need the support of others\u00a0… and I hope to be a source of that support in a professional capacity.\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n Wirka said she hopes others will take responsibility and seek help\u00a0to get past the thoughts of not wanting to live anymore. \u00a0<\/p>\n Distorted thoughts about being a burden to others, she said, will pass. \u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cI know how hard it is to see around that, but sometimes, I mean, it might even take just physically moving your body to be with other people. Just that act, you know, stepping away from the isolation, it can be helpful,\u201d Wirka said. \u00a0<\/p>\n There\u2019s life after tragedy and struggle, she said. \u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cThere will always be hope,\u201d she said.\u00a0<\/p>\n The goal for leaders, Roberson said, is to understand the vulnerabilities. \u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cPeople are more important than hardware to us,\u201d Roberson said. \u201cWe’ve invested a lot. We want to keep these people.\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n Kreitz said that as a leader, one thing he\u2019s noticed is that instead of first asking someone \u201cwhat\u2019s wrong,\u201d when he\u2019s vulnerable and then asks about someone\u2019s day, they\u2019re more apt to open up.\u00a0<\/p>\n Beaman said his recovery process has included cognitive behavioral therapy and Alcoholics and\u00a0Narcotics Anonymous programs. \u00a0<\/p>\n He said that in 2020, Human and Wellness Program representatives introduced to him a Chicago-based dual sympathetic reset program and\u00a0stellate ganglion block process, which injected six infusions of ketamine into his nerves and is designed to help with traumatic brain injuries. \u00a0<\/p>\n The program, Beaman said, helped with rumination and negative thoughts. \u00a0<\/p>\n Another tool, he said, that has taught him to be more “present and mindful,” is finding a hobby.<\/p>\n For Beaman, that hobby is spearfishing.<\/p>\n He encourages others to not be afraid of using resources and help within the Special Operations Command.\u00a0<\/p>\n The Special Forces Association and other associations, Beaman, said, also have programs and centers to help soldiers reset. \u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cBeing vulnerable didn’t take away anything about me being an operator or a warrior,\u201d Beaman said. \u201cIt did the opposite.\u201d \u00a0<\/p>\n Kreitz said there is \u201clife after crisis.\u201d \u00a0<\/p>\n After his suicide attempt, he spent two months at the Farley Center in Williamsburg, Virginia, to recover from alcoholism and attended outpatient treatment at Womack Army Medical Center. \u00a0<\/p>\n More:<\/strong>A new three-digit suicide prevention hotline will launch nationally this week<\/p>\n Kreitz said his chain of command was involved in and supportive of the process. \u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cMy chain of command put me in a meaningful position right after I got back from rehab,\u201d he said. \u00a0<\/p>\n He\u2019s since been promoted. \u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cAll my problems aren’t gone anymore,\u201d Kreitz said. \u201cNow that I’m in recovery, I still have those problems. I just don’t use alcohol to deal with them.\u201d \u00a0<\/p>\n Kreitz said he\u2019s found that serving others, working with other alcoholics and volunteering in his community has helped with his recovery. \u00a0<\/p>\n \u00a0The support he\u2019s received, he said, has helped him reevaluate his purpose in life. \u00a0<\/p>\n Instead of trying to be a people pleaser, he said, he values balance, trust, taking care of himself, taking care of his family and helping others. \u00a0<\/p>\n \u201cThere is life after crisis,\u201d Kreitz said. \u00a0<\/p>\n Individuals struggling with suicidal ideations can call or text the Suicide and Crisis Lifeline at 988 or chat at\u00a0988Lifeline.org.<\/p>\n Staff writer Rachael Riley can be reached at rriley@fayobserver.com or 910-486-3528.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Shared familiarity with isolation brought Col. Eric Kreitz, Master Sgt. 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